25 - CT - "Genderfucked" - Pansexual

In Venere Veritas <3


This is my ONLY Tumblr. Anyone else that claims to be me is NOT me.

Venus Doom
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Venus Doom

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Venus Doom - Amateur Model

Like my page, share it, just go look at it, ignore it, do as you will.

Other people’s personal attack dogs not permitted.

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Venus Doom - Amateur Model

Looking to get some photoshoots done soon, working on some deals with a few amazing photographers.

Show me some support. ^_^ I’m genuinely friendly and nice, I don’t just pretend to be for pseudo-fame.

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VenusDoom (My Modeling Page)

Hey gais~ :D

So I’ve wanted to do modeling for a long time now (ever since this girl Staci went nuts over wanting to do a photoshoot with me and then when she did she fangirled all over the place about… 4-5 years ago lol) annnnnd I finally started to get the ball rolling.

I remember getting interested in it back in 7th grade when they had some career day thing and an agency came in. I had some information mailed to me but I never got into it back then. I was chubby in middle school. xP

So if you want, go like my page. If not… then that’s okay too? I won’t judge you. I don’t judge people.

ALSO! Keep rude comments to yourself. I stated it in VampireFreaks and FB as well. If you have nothing constructive to say keep it to yourself. Be an adult. I have a sharp tongue and I’m quick with the banhammer. I don’t pretend to be nice to people who aren’t nice to me.

Thanks, everyone. ^_^

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I finally figured out how to update my Tumblr profile. lol

I feel like such a noob.

Anywho, I’m still alive. Just a million and four things on my plate right now between work, trying to find a job, school, bills, and other such responsibilities that comes with being a part time college student, part time employee, living on their own with their boyfriend.

Apparently there’s been more internet crap circulating and people accusing me of it.

And I learned that someone I actually KNOW tried to say that I had involvement in that stupid thing that was made about Nikki.

Again, I didn’t have anything to do with that. I don’t know why she said I did because her boyfriend that was being accused knows for a fact I didn’t.

I’m dealing with that little situation currently.

Look, I wish nothing but the best for people. I’m trying to get into psychology to HELP people because I know what it’s like to go through some seriously fucked up circumstances. I persevered, I got to the other side, I want to help people make it.

I make it a point to be civil to everyone I know unless they actually start something with me. I don’t know why anyone is starting drama with me and apparently pretending to be me on the internet.

Look this is my only Tumblr. I only have three Facebook accounts, two have my name (Melanie Jason Ritter-Vogt which is open for everyone, or Melanie ‘Psylocke’ Ritter which is for my family) and the third is an account I made three years ago under the name Jason Morgan to make a friend of mine’s cheating boyfriend jealous at that time by pretending to be a hot Asian guy. (Also played VampireWars on it, and ‘Psylocke’ back in the day) My only VampireFreaks account I made roughly a month ago to talk to other people who are into the same subculture I am (because  I really don’t know a lot of people who are anymore) and find some new music to listen to, which is VampireFreaks.com/LovelyVenusDoom. My only Twitter account is @AnonVenusDoom, which I use to follow what Anonymous is doing currently because I dig the hacktivism. I have two active e-mail addresses, one for school and job applications and the other only still active because my PSN and XBOX Live accounts are linked to it. If someone’s out there pretending to be me they can honestly fuck off, I don’t care.

I’ve already spoken to a friend of mine who’s trying to get to the bottom of this. I’ve messaged Nikki twice about this, once just last night.

I don’t go harassing people on the internet. Anyone who knows me will tell you that if I’ve got a problem I have no issue with stating it outright to anyone involved. I don’t hide behind anon buttons or fake accounts or anything stupid like that.

I am Melanie Anne Ritter, two monikers I go by are VenusDoom and AkuArmageddon, and I am un-apologetically myself. I don’t hide. I don’t sugar coat. I don’t pretend.

If that’s your deal then don’t project that onto me.

With everything else I have to worry about right now I really don’t need any other annoyances. -sigh-

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Last time I will state this.

I had nothing to do with that stupid picture that was made of Nicole, otherwise known as NikkiNevermore on the internet.

I have not the time nor the will to bother doing something like that.

I don’t even remember what it looked like or what it even said.

I’m not the only person on the planet who doesn’t like her and I only don’t like her because she doesn’t like me for reasons she invented in her own head.

Really tired of seeing people just gone from my friends list because she has to go spread lies about me.

I don’t have the time nor the will to bother with some girl. She does her thing, I do my thing. Her thing consists of doing modeling and other various art-related projects. My thing consists of working, going to college, keeping up an apartment, maintaining a committed relationship, and paying my bills.

I’ve left it at that, she’s left me alone, except for in this one instance where apparently this is what she’s been telling people because no one who actually knows me would even consider that I’d do something like that.

I didn’t even do crap like that when I was a teenager, why would I start now that I’m fucking 25?

Jesus fucking christ. Leave me to my fucking life, please. I don’t have time for immature drama.

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genericanimegirl:

IF U THINK UR SAD ABOUT MCRS BREAKUP THINK ABOUT HOW EBONY DARKN’NESS DEMENTIA RAVEN WAY IS FEELING RIGHT NOW

She probably suicide.

-incorrect grammar entirely purposeful-

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Very appropriate right now.
I&#8217;m really tired of this cunt who just constantly keeps making appearances in my life in one way or another.
You&#8217;re a two-faced little bitch who was too fucking scared to tell me how you actually felt or what you actually thought about me.
Hey, guess what, you were and are wrong. You never bothered to get to know me or talk to me EVER so yeah, you definitely didn&#8217;t and still don&#8217;t know me well enough to talk all of that shit you did to your ex.
I liked you just fine, I never fucking wanted your boyfriend, I actually wanted to be your fucking friend.
But now you just come on in a fuck over two of my friends, put one of my closest friends (your ex) through HELL&#8230; oh and might I point out the keyword in that last sentence:
FRIEND
Hey, been there, done that, bought the t-shirt, donated it to Goodwill it was THAT fucking long ago.
PLUS: I&#8217;m in a very COMMITTED relationship right now, have been for THREE FUCKING YEARS. Yeah. Really fucking taken. So much that uh, he&#8217;s my fucking fiance. Idiot.
Oh and fucking Alaina out of a photo shoot, real mature and professional. This isn&#8217;t highschool. This is life and people&#8217;s fucking dreams and passions you&#8217;re fucking with. Grow the hell up.
I&#8217;m not nice to many fucking people. I don&#8217;t trust people that easily. But I thought hey, she seems like a nice person, maybe I can be friends with her. Hey she&#8217;s dating a close friend of mine (then), cool now I can see her more often since she lives so far away and I don&#8217;t drive. Plus I&#8217;m not that good at extending that first hand out, he would have done it for me since he knows me and knows that on a base level I&#8217;m cautious, un-trusting, introverted, and a bit shy.
But no, you had to be a presumptive bitch.
And now two of my friends have blocked me from Facebook with no warning. I did nothing to them, so it must have been you and your fucking lying mouth.
Go fuck yourself, Nicole. I&#8217;m really fucking tired of you magically popping up in my life when all I&#8217;m trying to do is go to college, work, pay my bills, maintain my apartment, love my fucking man, and maintain a semblance of a happy life while having nothing to do with you, leaving you the fuck alone, and not seeking you out whatsoever.
Send your stupid &#8220;fans&#8221; at me. I really, REALLY don&#8217;t have any fucks to give. By the time I&#8217;m done you&#8217;ll be able to drive a Mack truck through the new asshole I&#8217;ll rip them.
SO done with this shit. I&#8217;m fucking 25 years old, I left highschool seven years ago. Why does this stupid childish drama crap keep showing up on my doorstep? I&#8217;ve got adult shit to deal with. Go play dress-up and kindly eat a bag of dicks.
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Very appropriate right now.

I’m really tired of this cunt who just constantly keeps making appearances in my life in one way or another.

You’re a two-faced little bitch who was too fucking scared to tell me how you actually felt or what you actually thought about me.

Hey, guess what, you were and are wrong. You never bothered to get to know me or talk to me EVER so yeah, you definitely didn’t and still don’t know me well enough to talk all of that shit you did to your ex.

I liked you just fine, I never fucking wanted your boyfriend, I actually wanted to be your fucking friend.

But now you just come on in a fuck over two of my friends, put one of my closest friends (your ex) through HELL… oh and might I point out the keyword in that last sentence:

FRIEND

Hey, been there, done that, bought the t-shirt, donated it to Goodwill it was THAT fucking long ago.

PLUS: I’m in a very COMMITTED relationship right now, have been for THREE FUCKING YEARS. Yeah. Really fucking taken. So much that uh, he’s my fucking fiance. Idiot.

Oh and fucking Alaina out of a photo shoot, real mature and professional. This isn’t highschool. This is life and people’s fucking dreams and passions you’re fucking with. Grow the hell up.

I’m not nice to many fucking people. I don’t trust people that easily. But I thought hey, she seems like a nice person, maybe I can be friends with her. Hey she’s dating a close friend of mine (then), cool now I can see her more often since she lives so far away and I don’t drive. Plus I’m not that good at extending that first hand out, he would have done it for me since he knows me and knows that on a base level I’m cautious, un-trusting, introverted, and a bit shy.

But no, you had to be a presumptive bitch.

And now two of my friends have blocked me from Facebook with no warning. I did nothing to them, so it must have been you and your fucking lying mouth.

Go fuck yourself, Nicole. I’m really fucking tired of you magically popping up in my life when all I’m trying to do is go to college, work, pay my bills, maintain my apartment, love my fucking man, and maintain a semblance of a happy life while having nothing to do with you, leaving you the fuck alone, and not seeking you out whatsoever.

Send your stupid “fans” at me. I really, REALLY don’t have any fucks to give. By the time I’m done you’ll be able to drive a Mack truck through the new asshole I’ll rip them.

SO done with this shit. I’m fucking 25 years old, I left highschool seven years ago. Why does this stupid childish drama crap keep showing up on my doorstep? I’ve got adult shit to deal with. Go play dress-up and kindly eat a bag of dicks.

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